not wishful thinking but actual hallucinations
i dreamt i was in front of my PC procrastinating while searching
and the little 1 over my Facebook messages popped on
read a message from an old girlfriend
she told me she read my text but her body was froze from emotions
she didnt know what she should do ? stop her life to be my wife
she was in school studying psychology and forgot her pass life
where she used to indulge in love making in a park morning or evening
not waiting for it to be dark while smoking weed by the sacks
as the message continued she remembers how we used to be together
our stomach rumbling while kissing
the playful fights over nothing
the way my French used to mix with her English
i dont know the meaning but it was the symbiotic feeling
but sadly she ended by saying she out grew me
Nicki your still a kid you cant take care of you or your fears
if i came back to you your happiness would multiply
but you would still lie , cheat and play my heart like a script
then quit before the plot finishes
and leave me in the middle of the credits
im sorry but i cant be with you anymore during this lifetime
we had our time and theres no rewind ...
woke up with her song in my head
which i keep in my ipod even after everything is dead
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