im a motherfucking insincere sex smelling nigger
disgusting and unwelcoming when i rang your buzzer
thats why i instigate fights just to fight your power
the verbal diarrhea that i shitted on you made me vomit
not literally but mentality and emotionally
since i started my day feeling empty
i had to fill up on a woman's negativity
no weed or alcohol so my tolerance level is gone
and while im writing this my sobriety feels so wrong
i fucked up bad with the love of my life
actually im sensing a deja vue
she said i hate you twice
why dont you die your not worth shit
dont talk to me anymore you whore
nobody wants you your ugly and stupid
i regret coming back into your life
you disgust me on plain sight
while i stayed there yelling mean things in her ear
fighting physically and telepathically
felt like itachi vs sasuke during a calm summer day
then she explained how i fucked up
how i created her mind now its exploding like a land mine
and im too dumb to control it so i let it blow in my face
how could i have created such a heartless female with a cute waist
even if im not worth a dollar i try to not be vulgar when it comes to my lover
except when i get horny or having fantasies
but today shit got said that puzzled our heads
questioning our mutual involvement
and i decided to take a break
a relief period so i can understand us before our execution
i miss you but i think its good
no i dont but shit i wont lose you like the last dumb blond
No comments:
Post a Comment