Nick Moody & His Mind At 6:14 am

since when i have been accustomed to techno
feeling this upbeat flow like theres no tomorrow
makes my head shake like staring at a dead
i think its the fact that i messed with too many blonds
with house music as there lifeline to live the nightlife
nonetheless i felt blessed
apart from rock venturing into house or techno was a no
but persistent songs , melodic uptempo's threw me in a hole
neon's , short skirts , hot weather , ecstasy nights
fountains of ethanol , drug abuse , kinky gymnastics
hangovers wishing you were dead
and not remembering who's under the covers
only that her magazine spread is next to the bed
come to think of it
maybe thats why my heart is bored

Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:17pm

Oh yo no sé mi amor
im sorry i didnt kiss you while exiting the front door
but i had to manage my luggage
sadly the hoody i was wearing covered my face
so all i saw was a glimpse of your eyes looking dead into mine
im sorry i left and dissipated like the marijuana smoke
now im acting like everything is ok and i wasnt gone for a day
actually i missed you every minute of every hour
but a phone or internet were too far from my reach
and i wasnt doing anything constructive
so no need to keep thinking about my cheating habits
i was truly unfaithfully yours without the relationship status and all
and i apologize for you being there for me in my dire needs
while i flew away with the wind and the dying leaves
and even after 168 hours of not hearing your voice or thoughts
i had to call you from the metro to come pick me up
i love you alot
even if right now your wondering if love is enough

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:00 am

eyes so low its been a while i wrote about dro
about this hallucinogenic eccentric lady who wears green
im a fan i like clicking the facebook like buttons
the only woman who understands and never ask questions
physically she's petite but she takes you higher then the Eiffel tower
im still being physical - imagined if i ingested near the base
im sure ill be the French King Kong with a Louis Vuitton bong
sadly its not the case
im stuck at the same place i was Wednesday
but found spare treez in my pockets from last week
properly exercised my fingers for rolling reefer
sparked it , felt like i started to float
im talking like this was the 1st time i smoked

Nick Moody & His Heart At 11:56 am

i knew we could get along

all it needed was space and less calls
of course i do enjoy your company like summer
but were volatile like fire
so constant camaraderie is dangerous
but now everything is just wow
no more interrogations or unfaithful intentions
you have your own life i had to see it through your eyes
and i have mine which i had to see it from your cry's
you struggle with my sanity but you dont give in
were talking like we were before the personal wars
even asking me not to go to see a whore
how i missed your misplaced jealousy
i mapped out how my love is connected to your body
its a busy freeway with a lot of stops
a beautiful bridge that reaches the top of your heart
and settles in perfectly like a fully furnished loft
i like what we have you and me
i want it to bloom freely
i adore you sweety

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:02 pm

i found myself sounding very foolish
explaining to these cretins that nothing is going to happen
making there low level brain comprehend
the world isnt ending , its in constant motion
2012 is good and well but will the poles invert and earth plummet ?
will a meteorite crash in plain sight ?
i havent checked all the near-end scenarios i got bored started eating cheerios
i rather have a zombie plague then waiting for rations in a makeshift shelter
atleast i could exercise my killing intentions with commendation
sadly no one found the g-virus and Alice is in theaters not in the street
i digress im going to philosophical on a historical subject
ok people read this and dont blink or start to sweat
NOTHING WILL OCCUR IN DECEMBER

Money isnt stupid it likes to creates global panic
think back January 1st 2000 how everything electric was going to quit
nothing more then a computer error would of generated the fail of human beings
but tell me scientist and skeptics , what the fuck happened ?
how many people bought can of foods and juggs of water ?
im not blaming your survival skills but we werent going to perish
and i dont think this will happen in 2 years in cold weather
but if im wrong then im coming back on my blog and delete this post
nah fuck that , this webpage will live on after my body is ravaged

Nick Moody & His Mind At 9:34pm

last week i had a dream
not wishful thinking but actual hallucinations
i dreamt i was in front of my PC procrastinating while searching
and the little 1 over my Facebook messages popped on
read a message from an old girlfriend
she told me she read my text but her body was froze from emotions
she didnt know what she should do ? stop her life to be my wife
she was in school studying psychology and forgot her pass life
where she used to indulge in love making in a park morning or evening
not waiting for it to be dark while smoking weed by the sacks
as the message continued she remembers how we used to be together
our stomach rumbling while kissing
the playful fights over nothing
the way my French used to mix with her English
i dont know the meaning but it was the symbiotic feeling
but sadly she ended by saying she out grew me
Nicki your still a kid you cant take care of you or your fears
if i came back to you your happiness would multiply
but you would still lie , cheat and play my heart like a script
then quit before the plot finishes
and leave me in the middle of the credits
im sorry but i cant be with you anymore during this lifetime
we had our time and theres no rewind ...
woke up with her song in my head
which i keep in my ipod even after everything is dead

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:52am

im a motherfucking insincere sex smelling nigger
disgusting and unwelcoming when i rang your buzzer
thats why i instigate fights just to fight your power
the verbal diarrhea that i shitted on you made me vomit
not literally but mentality and emotionally
since i started my day feeling empty
i had to fill up on a woman's negativity
no weed or alcohol so my tolerance level is gone
and while im writing this my sobriety feels so wrong
i fucked up bad with the love of my life
actually im sensing a deja vue
she said i hate you twice
why dont you die your not worth shit
dont talk to me anymore you whore
nobody wants you your ugly and stupid
i regret coming back into your life
you disgust me on plain sight
while i stayed there yelling mean things in her ear
fighting physically and telepathically
felt like itachi vs sasuke during a calm summer day
then she explained how i fucked up
how i created her mind now its exploding like a land mine
and im too dumb to control it so i let it blow in my face
how could i have created such a heartless female with a cute waist
even if im not worth a dollar i try to not be vulgar when it comes to my lover
except when i get horny or having fantasies
but today shit got said that puzzled our heads
questioning our mutual involvement
and i decided to take a break
a relief period so i can understand us before our execution
i miss you but i think its good
no i dont but shit i wont lose you like the last dumb blond

Nick Moody & His Mind At 9:09pm

usually i keep my fetishes in control
but beautiful colorful models are re-invading my mental
theres so ... ugh ... fuck ... wow ... damn ... i want them
i fiend for long lashes , gazelle legs , latest couture from behind the shelves
eyes that makes me slowly die inside and poses in numerous position
i am superficial if you think about it , but blame my illustrious female acquisitions
wait thats too judgmental most of these women left me before my rejuvenation
into this deep tormented soul who has spasms over sex drugs and love
the lady of my life is runway potential but do i want to stress her with my ideals?
she already smokes cigarettes and has the figure for wearing Chanel
all she needs now is the devil's dress and shes ready to make you sweat
how selfish of me to instigate my baby to be a world known beauty
but to me your silhouette and facial expressions get me wet and exited
so how could a crowd not get aroused ?
thats why when you opened the door with that yellow blouse
all i wanted was to see you take it off put it back on and take it off again
the sexiest of my women fantasies until the end