i miss my true love
all my problems could of been resolved
by your words and hugs shedding tears and being near
but you dissipated  into the universe
in my heart you went down earth in a hearse
even if im slowly sinking
reaching you will be the limit of my spirit
remember all the times i wanted to quit
and you grabbed my chin saying stop talking shit
why cant we go back to when the candles were lit
the smoke is the only remaining memory of your short visit into my crypt
1812 candles slowly cornered to obscurity
remember last summer ... no you dont its passed history
nothings left nothing will ever be rebuilt the end of my era of happiness
i wished you misery and an unhappy life without me
i still cant comprehend our end
the end and beginning of a self-less destructive being
your baby turned into this insensitive monstrous lover
remember the Charles Barkley video with the walking heart in the restaurant
i told you it would happen eventually if i would bear the feeling of missing you
you realized that my eyes were more then two vortex made for sex
they were made to be always looking at you
i miss you terribly
wherever you are
im not far but will still be forever apart

Nick Moody & His Mind At 8:54am

stress was my birth defect
only emotion that rendered me motionless
emotionless when about to confess
retracted my statement stating i was the best
a eye sore a boredom a mess
let's not get on why i feel dark and stained
no crest to wash out the blame
i see myself as the fire that burns my flames
even if i cool your breathing then heavily levitating you to heaven
while i stay slowly sinking in hell thinking this is even
i hate perceiving human emotions
i feel your anger , sadness , despair hours before i get there
but i doubted on why i turned from happy to sad like a drive-by
how many times did i say dont steal my sunshine
its dim, the lights barely enter but its my only weather

Nicro & His Mind State at 7:09pm

my heart is descending into a bottomless wel
i feel like i was stabbed in a tsukoyomi spell
the numbness in my hands isnt helping my typing
introversion of this nightmarish vision
i loved that demon!

Nicro & His Head At 10:45pm

i wonder why i dont X your ass to another dimension
i mean i perfected time traveling
only problem i cant go back to that faithful evening
but dont want to go to the future in fear of tripping
looking for my future wifey 2 kids and a doggy named lucky
so whats the point of superpowers if your scared of your lover
not physically but whats going to happen if you speed up time eventually
and theres also the fact that i chose that chick over that chick
but that chick that was my chick was the number one for my dick
but that other chick showed me tricks that made my dick flip`
not a backflip but kamasutra and goldschlager made us tripped
did i choose wrong
nice girl instead of female full of fun ?
what a shame
no its not i have go back in time machine
ahh dreaming for sexual healing
if only i wasn't so lonely

Nicro & His Head At 2:27pm (LOVE/HATE Deal Canceled)

how can i still say you blow my mind baby
im sooooooo in love ?
wow you actually took a break from me
you actually shitted on my sanity and treated me like a baby
now i stay in my room pissy crying about your loving
how i want it back every evenings more if its raining
but NOOO u told me you didnt want to talk to me anymore
you compared ourselves with a wife with kids going to her sisters
while im at home drinking and contemplating murder
but thats not our nature we were freaky lovers
i even asked you what about sex can i still feel your breasts?
massage your lips with my tongue and do the same with your clit?
were you tired of my sexual addiction to your physical manifestation
you told me yes but not my sex just life in general
your depressed and need some time to find yourself
while i stay at home like the only toy left on the shelf
cuz you dont want it so it stays collecting dust and then broken by trust
sorry to compare myself to a toy but thats the current story
i miss you baby not talking to you is an atrocity
not feeling your body on mine blows me out of my mind
not the positive kind that i wrote in the beginning
more like whining and feelings of emptiness
by the girl that made me sprung even if she didnt understand why
you felt always too normal but to mee OMG FUCKING BITCH U ARE IMMORTAL!!!!
I NEED YOU NOW I NEED YOU FAST STOP PUTTING ME ASIDE FUCK WHY CANT WE WORK IT OUT SHIT WHY DO I HAVE TO CRY WHY DO I HAVE TO LIE WHY CANT YOU JUST ERASE YOUR GOODBYE THAT WASNT A GOOD BYE MORE LIKE A "FUCK YOU GUY ILL SEE YOU WHEN I FEEL YOU AGAIN" FUCK YOU AND YOUR INTERNAL FEELINGS THINK ABOUT ME FOR A SECOND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE ALL THIS YELLING BETTER NOT MAKE ME REPEAT MY SENTENCES BUT SHIT CALM DOWN!!!
back on the ground sorry if i flew up to make her hear me loud and clear
im going to send you the link to this post in a second
and you better understand that what your doing to me is worst then.....
nothing i can imagine

Nicro & His Head At 1:42pm (LOVE/HATE Deal/Day 1)

i hate giving myself to you
all you do is give me more pain
i hate that fuck that i hate your guts right now
all i have for you is resentment
your telling me to come chek you out monday
your really something troublesome
life was soo easy only giving hard dick and bubblegum
now my mouth is dry for all the talkshit i had to endure
your cold, heartless and insecure
which affects our near death relationship
how the fuck cant you understand that i dont want your clit
all i want is for you to tell my i love you and i reply me to
i promised you 1 month of forgiveness
and your skipping our first dates
damn girl i didnt know you were that freezing
well anyway thats ok take your time ill see you monday
at 9

Nicro & His Head At 10:42am (1 Month LOVE/HATE Deal/Day 0)

OK now im really fucked up
forget the zig-zags salvia or blunts
my girl wants a divorce
im forced to say yeah...
fuck no im not down with your separation zone
i mean come on 5 years and its over because of your phone
thats stupider then me calling you to hear a dial tone
i understand im not perfect actually im worst then that
im jealous,im horny,insensitive to your feelings,constantly complaining
but come on you treat me like i was compagny girl im your hubby
didnt i tell you i would take a strait bullet for you
didnt i promise you to bear my first child
yeah thats wild but still i keep that thought close to my heart
but yesterday i proposed you a deal
were like the modern mr and mrs smith without the guns and clips
so we struck an agreement you and me
i promised you baby to be good for 1 month
to prove to you that you should love me again
that you should kiss me with that usual passion
ill do whatever it takes for you to have positive reactions
your my symbiote and i gladly let you take over my body
your not a parasite your the the love of my life
so until september 1st ill show you i can pleasure you more then food
ill give my all to you i swear on my existence boo

Nicro & His Head At 6:09 Am

the feeling of making love
to the prototype of you fetishes
fuck 3 wishes give me infinite wet kisses
caress my body like usual
we hold hands and fight its usual
im turning you into a bilingual
so when we sex in french of English its sick
too bad we aint fluent in Spanish that would be the shit
but lets concentrate on the reason im up and runnin at 6
yesterday sex was amazing you screamed i shivered
i licked you sucked i sucked you lick interchangeable love without a triangle
your really the only one i need and i swear on my treez
if you go i will cry yeah i said it thats real talk fuck your other friends
there vultures but im a hawk trying to keep you in my talons for weeks
your body makes me weak makes me want to cum quick
but pleasure is better when it lasts for hours
or until you cant take anymore and we end up on the floor
catching breaths and massaging our chests
and then we go eat at mcdonald's or something not good for our physical
but after 1 hour you called me from the comfort of your bed at 10pm
told me goodnight baby im to fucked up to talk on the phone
i dissed you saying you couldnt take it
but after 20 mins i couldnt fake it
started sleeping more like dreaming
that my girl is sexier then the devil
the love of an angel
the sexual capabilities of extacy
the one and only for nicki :)

Nicro & His Head At 5:21pm

open relationship
what an opening sentence full of shit
but the way you explaned it made me think
are your ideals the one i need to follow
do you know whats good for me ?
you promised to love for for eternity
sometimes i feel like your wasting my time
but other times i feel like time cannot re-whined
as im writing this
your naked playing ps3
how awesome are u baby
the one and only in a trillion ladies
extraterrestrials cant even fuck with you
you hold me down since the start so how cant we finish together
i love you
dont fuck it up by saying you have to go

Nicro & His Head At 12:10 pm

i feel super bad
for focusing my writing on my girl
i know its not fun but shit she's showing me the world
but whatever for the next hour shes a momentary goner
i remember the time when i had no wife only trifes
shit that was the life
random girls would call me just for fun
getting called slut lover,baby,whore and hun
like in gta4 i would never ignore your requests
thats a nico promise
i licked, sucked and fucked so many clits
that im forming my own clique called Dripping Poison
my posses is composed of gun and knife wielding females
but clits that could destroy the world if i press the right switch
or flood my whole bed
i probably should change the way you go in my blog
because everytime i log on someone tells me its too graphic
explicit you talk to much about fucking and shit
yeah whatever ill put the warning label
only because i find it intriguing to outside lookers
trying to get a taste of my black emo flavor

Nicro & His Head At 10:22am

ok back to being normal without being formal
after a healthy sexual experience my mind is once again independent
today? but for how long cuz how can you stop a nympho?
surely if you say no you already know its talkshiting until tomorrow
and if its yes then theres not enough X for the amount of sex
that i could digest and use to relieve my stress
i know im a hot mess with hot being the best
im not that messy i mean ill clean up after
wow i just noticed how explicit these lyrics are to the general public
should i quit?
or should i just type shit until my body needs another fix
and im not quick trust me ill master her body after a lengthy fornication session
then its out to being social i know i need to lick and penetrate your sex so we can be the best
pussy before friendship? nah im 20 cant continue with that mentality
and SHE satisfy's me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much its scary

Nicro & His Head At 5:31pm

sex i never had
i wonder why you cant do me
im begging for sex from you
baby boooooo let me lick your clitouuuuuuu
im just horny i cant even write properly
spell S.E.X for M.E so i can satisfy you greatly
can you tell me why he doesnt get out
i mean i want to go in and out
for 1 hour or just non-stop
im your slut treat me with no respect
but you respect me so you wont be sexy
but thats ok baby cuz im still feeling tingily
my spams are out of control you made me feel cold
right about now i wont to bounce my ass off
but your ass makes me harder then soft
my god your making me sick to my stomach
im so horny i cant last more then 20 mins
shit your hotter then everything you can accomplish
seeeeee no sex makes me say garbish
please baby find a way for us to express our love
i want you to make me fly like a dove
then you wash my body with dove
you make me feel alive you elevate me above
but i hope that at the end of the day
you & me sex love whatever makes us touch eachother
girl tell me you love me and that fuckin me is your pleasure
your the best i ever had

Nicro & His Head At 12:26pm

ok baby i had enough of this stupidity
i dont understand your ideals and morals
we cant be with each other when were social?
that shit is immoral if you cant be my prize
then why should i care about what drops from your eyes
my girl friends told me you were poison
but me being highly toxic i thought it could be sick
but im realizing that its all a lie a way for us to be together
when love & lust disappeared all together
but still i cant get over you i feel bad for that to
i wished we loved each other like the beginning of a great adventure
but now i feel unloved and its fucked up
cuz i never asked to feel this empty crush
damn it feels good to vent in here
all i wish is that when she reads this
and rethinks about how she acted she does the right thing
but knowing her she wont say shit and just wait for me to lick her clit

Nicro & His Head At 11:16pm

i lost my devil
my sweet beautiful sexy devil
yesterday...
what a day
started with eyes telling you i missed you
then finished with eyes that cried for you
how can you not understand how i feel about you
you gave me pleasure to another level
not only sexual but extra terrestrial
i loved you for no reason and for so many
i associated myself with your body
and mentally you were a prodigy
in the eyes of this sad emo
your a binary number excluding 0
last night in the car after we went so far
you told me we couldnt be a couple for eternity
couldnt accept that shit i traded my dick for your clit
sorry if i cant be romantic but shit you called it quits
i wanted to spend my summer with you
were in quebec its about to snow soon
right now i feel like
my hearts is crying and its tears turn into acid and dissolving my insides
my body is decaying faster then a defecting member in a relationship
i feel like shit
and i have to work a 8 hour shift
how can i concentrate on working
and socializing when all i feel like doing
is...crying?...

Nicro & His Head At 9:05pm

i live in my own world i make my own rules
but i love everybody from asian to jews
and they love me from my smilling face to my rainbow money
so i greet anybody
except if your mean muggin then i just look at you like fool
you cant be hard all the time gang banging on breakfast
will only give you stomach aches
but i disgress why should i combine with there mess
just give me a pair of wet breasts to bury my stress
you cant change the fact that even if im engaged
im still pumped up like a 12 gauge
dont force me to be unfaithfull to my hell's angel
not refering to bikers
but to my girl who's doing sexual rituals

Nicro & His Head At 7:41pm

its not that i dont wanna write
its that i stay up all nite
and my mornings...well alot of yawnings
i know its a sad feeling
of not waking up and writing on your blog
your private sanctuary violated by absence
maybe if i practiced abstinence
i would have time to make sence ?
but noawadays im buried in my own esoterism
am i too weird for myself ?
can my actions be condoned by social involvement
or is it the fact that im working everyday
all work no play like a slave in the early days
but revolution came and now look where were standing
but sadly if you wanna make money you need to work in an industrie
pick 1 pick 2 or pick 4
but at the end of the day you'll be pressing the snooze button while on the floor
i miss my girl
damn im bored

Nicro & His Head At 12:58 Pm

How the hell did i slack on my typing
its worst then spontaneous sex without latex
physically maintaining mentally degrading
thanks to this chick instantaneous attraction
the little girl that means half the world
cuz the other half in stuck in my past life
have i cheated since the day we became more then friends
nah
thought about it with every single girl of the moment
but you layed me down on your bed
caressed my head then told me to look in her eyes
and if i cheat my dick is no more then a memory of my body
WHOA!!! hold up that a little TOO fucked up
but you kissed me and told me i love you nicki
but shit is that the price of loving you honey ?

oh well ;)

Nicro & His Head At 12:40 Am

i feel weird saying i love my girlfriend
its more because im not using plurials
wow i settled down for 1 chick
thats more sick then mental
which requires medical but no stress
your body heat is just right
you erase all my fears
you made me yell your name
in agony and in passionate mutilation
shes a fire demon,more Azula then blue fire
but im more like a entity fiending for her lover
shes my drug more then coke or acid
like a substance which gets you closer to Eden
and i may enter cuz im not in your secret garden
now im the gnome sitting in front of his home
mean mugging every cretin trying to step on my
brown skin and vanilla scented lawn
but before i hang over my fingers for another adventure
i just want to add for the record
that i love you more then a million dollar blizzard
i will chase the money but only if you follow me to our eternity

Nicro & His Head at 1:40pm (Day 3)

my best friend/girlfriend
is turning into hell
i say hell alot damn what the hell
anyway shes turning into something thats not comforting
looking at this chick grow tits and ass was movie
not the best one but it still made me horny
*i just thought about halle*
but back to the subject at hand my friend is turning into a fiend
ok maybe i thought her to blow treez but now the weed is in her
not with her in her meaning we arent inhaling together
which makes thing even more weirder
i know you have a boyfriend and thats cool with me
you rememeber what u told that sucker about us living together
how uncomfortable for him but warmed my heart to infinity
snow,rain,sun and heat will keep us tight like knit
i dont think its going to finish unless you call it off
but since 5 years im your mental balance which turn you on
i know your mind more then any cerebro attempt from charles
i told you we would always be bound for ever

Nicro & His Head at 1:13 pm (Day 2)

where were you
why didnt you call me
did you forget the horny promise we made
to always be in motion like sexual aid
but when i saw you again i knew i was going to get laid
now its snowing like a frozen hell and your resting near my lap
which is good thing in our perspective but what about them
you know the ones that hate to have to wait there turn
and always blame me for there needs that are scattered
on your floor and your not picking them
i love it makes sex even more fire but dont burn me
heartbreaker,nobodie,material girl,pimpology
you live your life with that perspective will i be
the next player to be played by a depressive nympho ho
i actually have no answer for that question its pretty easy
while im looking at you with your sad eyes and desperate tears
i feel awful that im in this position because even if i was born
with the conscience that bitches aint shit
*bitches not women lets not get sensitive*
you have to fuck them and let them go
but you have my heart i cant leave now
im going to get it back sooner or later
its actually in front of my face next to your shower
let me get up grab my second goodluck put it in my pocket
then bounce out the backdoor but SHIT its frozen
oh well let me just fall back to sleep with this chick
that can kill this blogger with depressive behavior
and a sex game that defines pleasurable terror