I have never been good at explaining clearly how i felt about you , sometimes i thought
I was in in a lust other times in love but even if my feelings could of never been revolved
I am sure from the deepest part of my heart that i miss you
That looking in your eyes was the most profound , intense and painful feeling i've felt
A boy like me never deserved to be in your presence
The essence of a beautiful woman in love with a self destructive addict
Was something i could never understand but i never objected
But i wanted to stop me from hurting you
Im sorry
There is no way for me to apologize for everything
I love you
I will die loving you