i miss my true love
all my problems could of been resolved
by your words and hugs shedding tears and being near
but you dissipated  into the universe
in my heart you went down earth in a hearse
even if im slowly sinking
reaching you will be the limit of my spirit
remember all the times i wanted to quit
and you grabbed my chin saying stop talking shit
why cant we go back to when the candles were lit
the smoke is the only remaining memory of your short visit into my crypt
1812 candles slowly cornered to obscurity
remember last summer ... no you dont its passed history
nothings left nothing will ever be rebuilt the end of my era of happiness
i wished you misery and an unhappy life without me
i still cant comprehend our end
the end and beginning of a self-less destructive being
your baby turned into this insensitive monstrous lover
remember the Charles Barkley video with the walking heart in the restaurant
i told you it would happen eventually if i would bear the feeling of missing you
you realized that my eyes were more then two vortex made for sex
they were made to be always looking at you
i miss you terribly
wherever you are
im not far but will still be forever apart