Nicro & His Head At 1:08 am

i cant keep my eyes open
im looking forward to snoring
and sunday morning
but until i fall asleep while dreaming treez
i have to vent my brain
today was a good day in every way
even finished it with the song from my last line
and DAMN!!! was she fine , 1 of a kind
after many blunts and jokes
we rocked it like a boat
and you even walked the plank
we were one being like every weekend
but today was more of a big bang phenomenom
created the world out of body heat and continuous moans
for the first time i didnt feel alone in my zone
is that better then getting dome ?
or sweet revenge with a chrome ?
for me , she cant be compared to anything existing
more like a synonym of dreaming
which brings me back to my beginning
that was one hell of a hot evening :)

Nicro & his head at12:25 am

finally,i found a way to write everyday
im sorry for my sanity for my abscence
way worst then abstinence
which i wish i was practicing because now its boring
im back to not being love but only being hugged
and kissed and all that bullshit
it kinda failed with my wetdream
i wonder if its my disobedience of commitement
or my feeling of resentement for still keeping her boyfriend
im fighting the urge to confess
but shit my blog is back so i gladly disgress
forgetting about her for a couple of minutes
..
my baby is leaving at the end of the school year
not to a remote location outside of my jurisdiction
to much law & order while smoking reefer lol
but to someplace where the guys over there dont really like this emo kid
when she told me her plan i wanted to twart it like a villain
but its not my duty to stop you from your dreams
i know you lust for cream and cheese
funny thing you like Sonic for a superficial chick
so i will step aside like the rest
and think about how much you struggle with me
i love you sweety

Nicro & His Head At 11:55 pm

damn i missed 11:11 to wish but shit im still
wishing that a wishing star meteor showers me
cuz im feeling kinda funky already took my chill pill
nah im not popping just wanted to insert something
anyway im tripping dead ass tired ready to sleep all night
but first i must vent a little bit cuz im seeing some funny shit
first off to my wetdream that doesnt know a word of english
i wanna lick my fetish which is your body
your eyes are a reminder that madonna was right
you are my beautiful stranger
no your more like a positive entity to my inner nicki
which translates to us being together in each other for ever
for exemple when i told you im a weird guy
and you looked at me with a beautiful smile
displaying some unconditional affection to my statement
you told me you liked abstract individuals
is she being real? im still in denial
anyway tomorrow is another day
and i hope that when i come to class
you will greet me with the same flawless smile
or better yet , hug me, kiss me, tell me that the world is you and me
then lets ditch class so fast to get ready to make love until the morning
damn what kind of thought is that ?
i hope you dont read that its too explicit for an immediate decision
and by the way i miss my almost everyday bloggin
and in 1 minutes its
GOOD MORNING

Nicro & His Head At 10:07 am

if i recall my last post was in february
which is an atrocity to my blog and my sanity
but soo much occured during my break of lectures
some good some bad some weird some gave me fears
but when i think back on all that on the 5th of march
i feel like getting high right now so i can properly explain my daily philosophy of nicki
which is mostly recolection of a weekly summary of my weeks in the rivers of prairies
ok! enough stalling lets get to the rhyming slash story telling

well first off i found a new love interest for my love's emptyness
this girl is probably the most beautiful women my brown eyes have never seen
and im only taking physically
actually met her a while ago but knowing me im a pessimist so i knew i would resist
but when she came to me to ask me who i was to talk to her about nicki on some 3rd person shit
i was perplexed and vexed
is she trying to tease me talking to me softly for her to laugh after english class?
no
you really wanted to know my history which surprised me
and slowly
i let you in my dangerous-hazardous-poisonous-radioactive-electrified...mind
you told me you liked lil wayne ,t-pain and t.i much more then me
which i disgress by saying only t.i made a song that stuck to me anyway
i thought by your awkward eyes you would tell me somebody more counter culture
and then you blunted out kanye west has your life jacket yes , to that extent
that made me smile and for one second made me remember falling down
kanye was crying at the end while stacey was flying and forgetting him
would that be you & me ?
i dont know and im hoping it will not be so because you affect me
yeah i know i said it to every girl who was intimate with me
but i only touched your hands and i felt elevated
could you bring me happyness ?
while i slowly push your boyfriend aside ?
thats what im working on for ever and ever
until you tell me its over
or on the flip side
you give me unconditional love which will turn into my incredible luck

on the other hand
my best friend
which i love to galaxy's and beyond
has a unidentified bug which isnt found in space
when i told you how happy i was why did you do a screw face ?
you have a your boyfriend you even went to see him before me
how did i feel ? sad or happy ? i called the other girl to go out with me
and yesterday you told me this crazy infidelity story which disgusted me
will i still have casual sexual relations if im engaged to my (hopefully) new girlfriend ?
well i couldnt answer and with reason the conversation would turn eery like the tornado seasons
so i smiled to you kissed you and gently took off your PJ
sorry you had nothing on
how convenient for this voulez-vous coucher avec moi se soir fiend
anyway if i get this protype of beauty i will stay faithful to her
i will fully embrace my empty promises to the level of respecting them
which is not cheating
but on the other hand...
nah everything is going smoothly
lets not end this sentence with a negative comment