Nicro & His Head At 9:40 am

what is this weird feeling in my chest
i feel stressed like im taking an exam
i feel stressed like when im waiting for something
maybe subconsciously but thats another story
but to determine my emptyness i have to look back at my emotional attacks
who told me something i didnt want to hear ?
something that probably pissed me off but wasnt enough to keep in my mental safe
but now its emerging like a symbiote bonding with mack gargain to form the venom scorpion
this self conscious attitute i have doesnt makes me sad it makes me wonder
about all the bullshit i can take until i explode and fill the room with blubber
too cool to girls sometimes stutter like flanders oookeley dookeley
but back to my sad & happy story for a couple of seconds
cuz ill probably shift to a fantasy in a minute
but yes i do feel something weird in my belly
maybe the same stress that Tommy felt at the end of the movie
anyway i feeling a little defective at the moment
should i go sleep again
or just pack up my shit and head over to my educational platform
either way today im working tonight so its not allright
and the worst thing about it is the chick who's going to spend v-day with me
and by v-day i mean while im working until 7 am next morning
i feel like today is going to be a boring day
and tommorow even worse if im alone

p.s: fuck your boyfriend hes not a fiend to your loving :)