Nicro & His Head At 3:16 am

my body
feels the anomaly of not gettin enough sleep
to high to stay awake closed my eyes while listen to drake
woke up out of the bed sweaty forehead
did i have a nightmare? i dont think so
dreams ? yeah, sure , whatever
all that i know is that its boring
i wish i could go back to sleeping
cuz i have class in the morning
sorry, i have class when the sun will be shining
outside, its watery and snowy
snow plows doing there snow delivery
hearing all this machinery at 3 am on a february
should i roll some treez just to let mary jane sing me to sleep ?
nah im trippin
i should probably read a book until my eyes fall
thats cool but i read them all
damn im stalling ill go drink some juice and lay on my sheets
if im too tired ill sleep on my desk
while im fantasizing about this girl's slippery when wet

Nicro & His Head At 5:07 pm

you get mad at me when i dont answer my phone
i called you on your cell and at home
it kept ringin
im not trippin just wondering about what you could be doing
so i called one more time on your mobile
for 3 seconds my mind was idle
WELL ISNT THIS AWKWARD?
was that your boyfriend on the other line?
didnt we talk about him last night
on how he wasnt treating you right
on the fact that he cheated days & nights
that you were tired of lies and shit talks ?
so now i lost 5 minutes
cuz you were probably sucking?
i wonder if being a sucker for love cant get harder
actually let me rephrase that statement
the need for your love is gradually degredading
i know i know i was fiending but now it got confusing
really uninteresting more vomiting then sickening
yeah i loved going IN but now im finished
being a loving prick and kind of falling in love with a conflicted trick
and now swearing revenge for no reason
and then asking for forgiveness after make up sex
either way im ready to call it quits cant stay addicted to your wet clit
i know your going to call me in 30 mins asking for cuddling after he just left your building
asking why i hung up the phone on him like he was the one i wanted to talk to
i kinda hate you
but its cool we both knew that it was thru
dont touch me like mildew
go fuck your fat bastard until he farts in your face and regurgitates on your head
lol ok im venting right now its nothing more then a little frustration dont worry its over
but anyway its really sad baby i feel like dropping a tear while im writtin
but nah my "fuck it" gene is kicking in
damn! didnt even inhale chronic
anyway i gave you your time now the buzzer went off red with anger
the line for me between lover and fuckfriends is really thin
maybe thats why im the king at satisfying your girlfriends
i dont have anything more to say
only that you failed miserably
the women i loved calling "baby"
like every other women that crossed my history

Nicro & His Head At 9:28 am

im stuck
my mind isnt active since last week
its more like a a desperate attempt at normalism
meaning that i want to be a normal humain being
fuck overthinking never simplifing and continuous arguing
should i just be a jock who's too cool for sports ?
or should i just take a trip to the airport
so i can get away to some place thats far from my abnormal pase
yesterday "she" told me your weirdness defines who you are
yeah but still i would rather be someone who's never standing still
always active socializing pursuing personal endeavors
like when trevor cut his hair after forever
but i dont want nobody to discover this blog
except the people that understands this non-delirium delivery
which if they understand they understand that they too are a little non formal
which is very welcome in this all black website
anyway
i was bullshittin earlier
why the fuck would i change who i am to accomadate the general population
if it was up for me nobody would ever be lonely
but thats not how the worlds works so i stay behind my pc
writing some shit that my cerebrum translates to my joints
which makes me write with emotion and roll with passion
either way im ok as an alien with physical human attributes
i dont want to be as plain as you superficial individuals
i know when you look at me your like "who's this crazy nigga"
well u dont need to know your too NORMAL

Nicro & His Head At 9:40 am

what is this weird feeling in my chest
i feel stressed like im taking an exam
i feel stressed like when im waiting for something
maybe subconsciously but thats another story
but to determine my emptyness i have to look back at my emotional attacks
who told me something i didnt want to hear ?
something that probably pissed me off but wasnt enough to keep in my mental safe
but now its emerging like a symbiote bonding with mack gargain to form the venom scorpion
this self conscious attitute i have doesnt makes me sad it makes me wonder
about all the bullshit i can take until i explode and fill the room with blubber
too cool to girls sometimes stutter like flanders oookeley dookeley
but back to my sad & happy story for a couple of seconds
cuz ill probably shift to a fantasy in a minute
but yes i do feel something weird in my belly
maybe the same stress that Tommy felt at the end of the movie
anyway i feeling a little defective at the moment
should i go sleep again
or just pack up my shit and head over to my educational platform
either way today im working tonight so its not allright
and the worst thing about it is the chick who's going to spend v-day with me
and by v-day i mean while im working until 7 am next morning
i feel like today is going to be a boring day
and tommorow even worse if im alone

p.s: fuck your boyfriend hes not a fiend to your loving :)

Nicro & His Head At 10:27 am

i never thought you could be so aggressive
to my body my emotions and my tensions
but you released every feeling in a heartbeat
no love no lust no nothing only our body
it was mystery of what was waiting for us this evening
everytime i tried to get at you
rejection was fluent
but last night love making was imminent
i was Adonis well before they put the store infront of the subway station
only montreal people may comprehend
anyway back to this day, i mean yesterday
didnt win the loto was i shocked fuck no
were you mad hell no you told me i would lose even before the numbers
but cant shake the thought of your sweetness while you hit me in the face
demanding faster , harder , better , stronger
not in that particular order
you even hit me so hard i bled on my white sheets
did you stop to chek the damages
of course not chocked me and talked shit
maybe it was the beat playing in the background
if isaac was there our love would of been doggone good
but self-esteem took over and infiltrated into the pod
i thought you didnt like rock but we rocked all night
sorry michael but that was my song before it was a miracle
but you cheked me at the end and spoke softly
turn that shit off next time your with me

Nicro & His Head At 11:01 am

im bored
i bought my first loto ticket just for the fun of it
just to see if my luck blesses me with 16 million
either way win or lose wont change shit
but that much money will change me
if i win then the world will stop for me
dont call me superman i cant breath in space
but ill make a lot of space for my shopping sprees and exotic treez
and get myself a crib downtown next to chinatown so my eggrolls are always well done
thats not a racist remark i love eggrolls but shit on them when there cold
anyway back to my million dollard fantasies
if i win this money ill give a million to needy kids
cuz i know how much fun toys can make you smile
take my mom out of her bullshit life put her far from my vision
buy her a condo in the carribeans
for my couzins which i call my real familly well its all for you
cant be happy being mr.scrooge thats not why i use currency
but to them well keep it 10 million short and its yours
to my girl (pause) friends damn thats a tough situation
ill probably rub it in the face of my female ennemies cant help me
but to the young ladies that took my heart and kept it for longer period
then trust me you will never be forgotten and our fantasies will not be aborted
but thats all wishful thinking i mean its 16 MILLION how the hell do i have a chance
the odds on this ticket is had bad has lightning hittin me 3 times just for the kick of it
but i stay positive cant be taking this gambling drug im already addicted to her sister
and i hate gambling all the ads about it on tv makes gamblers a sad reality
but im not judging
anyway i feel rusty from last night with little shorty
so let me relax my eyes a little bit
oh shit shes coming over
damn gotta work ever harder

Nicro & His Head At 6:23 am ( Day 30)

as im writing this little rant
my nose is blocked like a freight train on a busy aftertoon
maybe this is a sequel to my runny nose from last posts
but nah cant stay focused on this sickness with time as the only remedy
i have alot to say on this snowy morning with no bird in sight to sing to me
let me start of by saying the following statement
the 30 days type of event was to chronicle my ban
which im still stopped from entering the net on my ps3
yeah i miss playing online with my homeys
mad fun discussing current events with constant world lynching
bringin random individuals in a chat room and straith spazz on the fool
no internet gangsta
just plain fun only stopping for upcoming problems
but now its been 2 months since my complete friend list hasnt been updated
its a shame
but
do i really give a fuck ?
i mean socializing is cool and all but im concentrating more on homework and school
which i need to finish by the start of september
so i can go and never come back only send e-mails during november
but thats only a minimal challenge in my over excitement
the second statement is only getting more exiting as the time passes by
why would you cheat on your boyfriend for me...again
i thought your words were clear
-drop DEAD nicki
i cant lie that turned me on
but im not horny exited how long has it been ? how come your still calling
thats why i hate your cerebro its full of plotholes and unfinished sexual tensions
and im the one thats kinda suffering
you know how i feel about cheating
you can cheat on him but give me a good reason
has he treated you bad
did he make you super interstellar mad
or is it only for fun
well hun let me make this clear to you
and i know you will read this shit
take your business elsewhere baby
im refusing you
going out of my mind as this rhyme its my heart and blooms
maybe its the internal germs that are messing up my judgement
or maybe ive grown up and looking for something consistent
but anyway its almost time for me to go back to sleep
which is fun knowing that my point has been made on my blog
anyway
pay somebody to satisfy you
i know you fiend for money
oh what a bad day and i was about to do it for free
:)

Nicro & His Head At 2:06 am ( Day 29)

im sick
in this city its impossible not to catch something while sleeping
canadians immune system is defective in winter
unless you like snow but thats not my zone
im a tropical people understand
i could die on a beach with black sand and 3 suns
back in futurama for another new season i see
but i disgress my affected state maybe im turning into a zombie
getting ready for resident evil 6 with a new G-Virus
and im the strongest entity killing these survivors with telepathy
slicing there body's open with a tongue for a sword
ok im going overboard my sickness is killing me slowly
not really its only making me weaker to another out of body attack
i wish astral projection could heal me defend against this bacterial foe
but no
im all alone fighting this corrupted disease
evertytime i sneeze my inside are trying to get out
now you understand why resident evil needs me
anyway
im sick
trying to sleep
but shit
tomorow its school
and im sitting next to my new wet dream
what a nightmare its going to be