LONELINESS
i feel it everyday especially right now
my ideals are to contreversal
my perfect women is out of reach
the fact that i fall in love in 5 minutes is ludacris
cant control my feelings for the opposite sex
cant control my fiending for afternoon sex
so i stay here
lonely like fucking with your hand over and over again
lonely like everytime i watch a romantic movie
and wish that the end would be mine in a couple of seconds
but sadly life isnt that happy
well mine actually is pretty scary
but i find it really funny when i see complete losers with 2 or 3 girls
i could do the same but thats not just me
cant abuse a women's love with the intent its meant for nicki
sometimes i wonder if im really going to be alone for eternity
damn didnt i write a post about my lonelyness a couple of months ago
shit back to the same feelings of rejection and desperation
if any girl reads this and knows me personnaly
then fuck you for not giving me a chance to your freedom
i would rather have your heart then your legs open
yeah its a shame im not a player or i would win every season
im a emo at heart a hippie for life and a lover for you
but nobody loves me for what i present myself to be
i wont change my ways for fake love
these deception of love at first sight makes me sick
cant continue to fail in love
the yearning for loving is rising in my heart as everyday goes by
but the denial of this feeling makes me wish the yearning was limited
or annihilated
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