Friday, January 9, 2009

Nicro & His Head At 12:06 am (Day 13)


my favorite song
is always welcomed
like a girl flashing her thong
but back to my favorite song
it changes from the ages
i remember
when i was younger
trey songz talked about choices
and i felt conflicted with that
because i too had to make some choices
between my girlfriend or my best friend
i annoyed them with that song to no end
coulndnt come to a conclusion
in my mind i already knew
but saying it was sickening like somekind of flu
so i always told them
listen to choices on repeat
and feel the beat

on the other hand...
mf doom talked about red and gold
that was the first time i changed a little
the sound was unfamilliar,the rhymes were out of order
no more gun talks only problem was washing his mask
if you give me the instrumental to red and gold
then you know its going to be bold
because you know true facts or presented
and the xp was three quarters tinted
and 4/5 was converted
see its stuck in my memory
more like implanted by king gheedora
maybe he needs me when terra attacks earth
and the only thing that can stop it
is a red hero/villain and his gold
tainted introverted sidekick with a mean roundhouse kick

3rd is the unheard verse
from a artist i respected
im sorry to say but he was recently in a hearse
this song is so underground i wonder how i dug it up
its called Searchin by 5 elementz
but who's rappin is none other then Proof
i cant prove it to you
but its all true
this was before D12,before Em
and this song is good as hemp
mostly because smoking on it
will make you wish you didnt have a girlfriend
that you wished to be alone and find your love clone
somebody that feels you for you not for what they think of you
that song makes you feel like love is near
that its around the corner
or over the counter
where ever it is Proof did his thing
and its always going to be my morning ring
because im still looking
sorry i mean
searchin

and to finish
i present my number 1 shit
for the moment it haunts me
really
because it reflects me
its actually pretty scary
that someone who isnt me
doesnt know who is nicki
knows exaclty how i feel
it made me sad and happy
happy to know theres atleast
one person likes me
but sad because if he's like me
then he isnt happy
and maybe never will be
only thing he and i need are a women to fufill these needs
no im not horny just being real with my blog so sorry
but back to the mystery beat
the first line started with
"everything i love leaves"
it struck me
made me kinda of sick
knowing someone would say that on a track
then he didnt stop compared himself to a tree
that why he leaves before they leaves
wow that just struck me i had to rewind the mp3 like crazy
didnt even work that day was just amazed by this
and the worst thing ever ever ever
is i just got out of a disgusting break up
when i heard it in full motions with no commotion
my eyes bled of convulsion
i felt the pain he went to
not my pain but his pain also
and he didnt stop there oh no
he even finished with a little message
"all i do is feel love in my heart"
which if you understand me
made me want to scream
all my thoughts and actions
were portrayed by some random guy
in every complex and intellectual way
after all of this i use that song as a stepping platform
meaning if you want love from me
then you need to be opended
im not a lil wayne nigga
nor do i bumb t-pain in my trunk
and please spare me the gucci
"so sorry if your fealing victimized its my mind"
that wasnt me that was the melodie
that charles hamilton wrote for somebody
asked him who she was but he didnt respond
its ok tho
talking about your groom running away
will make every lover feel indiscribable
pain

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