Nick & His Mind At 8:16 Am

as im being blessed by the herb essence
i have to move on cant stay idle in the middle of the game
getting killed by CPU's is abuse
and im tired of getting used and bruised
so time for some drastic changing
actually , morphing is the proper term for this occasion
cant keep overthinking every instant
while being impulsive at every instance
i have to balance my energy like my yīn yang ring
i want to go back to just smiling and chilling
playing It Was A Good Day at 6 in the morning

Nick Moody & His Mind At 6:42 Am

this demon was caressing my skin with her nails full of sin
because of this soothing feeling
i began to lose consciousness with a grin
my memories started to take the form of spirits
my lust , my dark thoughts and my crushes
all glared and passed judgement
at the sight of this entity
that lives of the night and uses women's tears as water and beer
as apparitions of this distorted mind started to get wild
i had to take a deep look into my good side
and summon the angel that made me fly
her beautiful wings flapping the obscurity out of my vicinity
suppressing the evil chakra in a white bra
and as i was freed from my needs
she turned around and shot me
until i couldnt bleed
as my eyes were pouring out blood and tears
i wondered what pushed her to make me disappear
no answer its time to go
but atleast i get a peak

Nick Moody & his heart at 6:08pm

Its my birthday
But it feels like everyday
No returning from my wrong ways
Still getting blazed
Now only purple haze
Displeased by my woman's leave
Wishing for peace
But now that my smile wont cheese
Im beginning to see my emotial decrease
I want her , im on my knees
Stupidly i left her to be
For one last time , im sorry
I will love you until i perish

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:31 Am

how much of an asshole can i be ?
i can never let anything be
my needs go above all else even she's
maybe thats why trying to be , was a dead feeling
how weird i feel like i lost the last crop of love i cultivated
you smoked my love and didnt puff puff pass with your fat ass
now the dust is gathering and the ashes are scattered in pieces
but there is an abnormality
i dont have any emotions anymore
you were my medicine when you were next to me
the drug that got me soooooooooo hooked on life
now i feel as sober as non-alcoholic beer for 5 dollars
my inner whore was controlled by your inner thoughts
you were the diving board for my future actions in this boring universe
now im in the water but i cant get out
something is pulling me in trying to rip the flesh of my skin
the pain and loneliness manifested themselves as sharks
which devoured my body in the dark

Nick Moody & His Mind At 8:00 Am

Reporting live from her bee hive
We were buzzing then ensued the fucking
Her body was potent like pollen
Didnt sniff but was attracted to her pheromones
Those eyes brought me to another zone
One where her lips , tits and clit
Tasted as sweet as honeycombs
Lol