Nick Moody & His Mind At 4:21 am

why cant i be in peace
my heart fights a forever battle
it burns constantly and yearns for less warmth
its so weak but still so strong
nothing is right , it should be afraid but its not

he looks at it with eyes closed and palms opened
its ready to fight until everything dies
but before he goes he will be doused in is own inferno
the accumulated pain will manifest as the war progresses
will let him at least die as a similar fashion as Noble Six
but he fought for the liberation of Reach
my heart couldn't even make it to a stable handle
as he takes his last breath his regrets start to manifest
the tear that shed burned and agonized his flesh
as the last war cry was yelled
all that was left was the kiss she left on his skin
still scorching hot and burning his battered remains
im sorry
take my soul away
burn me baby

Nick Moody & His Heart At 10:18 am

the irrational thoughts of separation
again crosses my mind
its so absurd im giggling while writing
but with a little logic the end is diagnosed
the burning feeling in my heart is extinguishing
my flame and infernal internal feeling
my addiction yet my cure
the woman i would crawl on the fucking floor
i miss your sincere smile in my regards
your all i desire
your lips bring me warmth
I LOVE YOU FOREVER 

Nick Moody & His Mind At 3:22pm

im sorry im a little late
my day and night cycle had to been regulated
i gathered enough chakra to survive without sleeping
zombie DNA got spliced into my cells like Cell back in the days
so in everyway im ready to face your faces with smile and embrace
except when her anger turns her little visage upside down
told me i had the face of a liar - that i turned her off
using my weakness and my sayings in negative meanings
her trust for me depleted reached a friendship level that im hating
but my love for her is made tough
and your melancholy has some tendency`s of turning me on
im sorry im just acting like a needy baby again
but for the sake of this personal conversation
we`re suppose to go out tommorow evening
and your choosing everything
your taking me out - less then a date
im anxious to see what you got in store for me
but if its alot of socializing and name calling
then im ready for next morning

Nick Moody & His Mind At 7:16 am

as im steadily deciding on what trees to roll
im visualizing my tat just attacking me
no its not an animal or something more feral
its a representation of all my sensations towards you
my joy , my anger , my lust
reasons why your divine in my eyes
my personal prize
you shine in the moonlight
makes my heart go so fast
i wish it could last after we die
i made you crazy im sorry
but my love for you was immense and random
from cursing you out for kicking my ass in video games
to resting my head late night watching a movie in the dark
you are a piece of art

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:43 pm

tommorow im getting a tattoo of a _____
no idea what im going to do
i want something really fucked up
that goes well with myself and looks hot
+ im going with her and were doing it together
she doesnt have a clue just like i do
were going to randomly wander in a tattoo parlor
but i know something is that tommorow evening
if my body has to bear another symbol
not counting the one that manifests during my sleep
i want her to look me deep in the eyes
and wonder why i had to get a tattoo after i made her cry
am i doing it for myself or for something else ?
do i have motives that wont be explained until the unveiling
of what i tatted on my skin ?