Nick Moody & his heart at 6:08pm

Its my birthday
But it feels like everyday
No returning from my wrong ways
Still getting blazed
Now only purple haze
Displeased by my woman's leave
Wishing for peace
But now that my smile wont cheese
Im beginning to see my emotial decrease
I want her , im on my knees
Stupidly i left her to be
For one last time , im sorry
I will love you until i perish

Nick Moody & His Mind At 2:31 Am

how much of an asshole can i be ?
i can never let anything be
my needs go above all else even she's
maybe thats why trying to be , was a dead feeling
how weird i feel like i lost the last crop of love i cultivated
you smoked my love and didnt puff puff pass with your fat ass
now the dust is gathering and the ashes are scattered in pieces
but there is an abnormality
i dont have any emotions anymore
you were my medicine when you were next to me
the drug that got me soooooooooo hooked on life
now i feel as sober as non-alcoholic beer for 5 dollars
my inner whore was controlled by your inner thoughts
you were the diving board for my future actions in this boring universe
now im in the water but i cant get out
something is pulling me in trying to rip the flesh of my skin
the pain and loneliness manifested themselves as sharks
which devoured my body in the dark

Nick Moody & His Mind At 8:00 Am

Reporting live from her bee hive
We were buzzing then ensued the fucking
Her body was potent like pollen
Didnt sniff but was attracted to her pheromones
Those eyes brought me to another zone
One where her lips , tits and clit
Tasted as sweet as honeycombs
Lol

Nick Moody & His Mind At 4:21 am

why cant i be in peace
my heart fights a forever battle
it burns constantly and yearns for less warmth
its so weak but still so strong
nothing is right , it should be afraid but its not

he looks at it with eyes closed and palms opened
its ready to fight until everything dies
but before he goes he will be doused in is own inferno
the accumulated pain will manifest as the war progresses
will let him at least die as a similar fashion as Noble Six
but he fought for the liberation of Reach
my heart couldn't even make it to a stable handle
as he takes his last breath his regrets start to manifest
the tear that shed burned and agonized his flesh
as the last war cry was yelled
all that was left was the kiss she left on his skin
still scorching hot and burning his battered remains
im sorry
take my soul away
burn me baby

Nick Moody & His Heart At 10:18 am

the irrational thoughts of separation
again crosses my mind
its so absurd im giggling while writing
but with a little logic the end is diagnosed
the burning feeling in my heart is extinguishing
my flame and infernal internal feeling
my addiction yet my cure
the woman i would crawl on the fucking floor
i miss your sincere smile in my regards
your all i desire
your lips bring me warmth
I LOVE YOU FOREVER