Nick Moody & His Mind At 3:58pm

my mouth is dry
because i was outside glaring at the sky
watching the clouds
it felt like peace like my mind was at ease
but ugh i need sex
this deal was cute in the beginning
now i walk in the street fiending
i want to scream to any woman fuck me till i reach heaven
but soliciting  prostitution in my environment
isnt a good starting statement
summer is approaching im hot inside
my body wants to heal from a girls tongue slide
im searching for my summer love
like last year when i met that dancing dove
it was all love
until summer ended and autumn began
she was already gone before the 1st leave struck the sidewalk
and i was back alone + it started to get cold
so this summer i dont care if im fucking Indians to Inuits
lets go downtown grab a suite no suitcase boxers and bras are useless
have hardcore sexual intercourse leaving your body numb
and speech impediments like we were born dumb

Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:58am

why are you trying to hurt me
didnt you know my heart is acid
corrosive loving burning your intentions
only a strong woman could purify my demise
cure me from this hole the corrosion unfolded
but you lack everything to physically heal me
its a shame im too nice to let you go
fly away freely your a bird searching for some food
am not good which is why ill burn your inside
and i dont plan on being the perfect man
im scared of commitment
i wish i could find a girl who lives in my world
but knowing me it'll probably end in tragedy
even if im a nymph i havent been fucking sinced?
too long for my mental to recall this troublesome craving
going to smoke a little Mary Jane
only woman i can kiss and not get dissed

Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:44 am

ugh i miss my mornings
when i woke up with a joint and a girl yawning
now im sober and i get up and no slut slowly sinking in my sheets
shit! the deal i took gets me shooked daily
like waking up from a bad dream then diving in a good nightmare
im so horny as im writing this entry im scared of my hands
they developed a mind of there own satisfy me without my consent
cuz i cant get high off a woman's scent
unless im in the bus and her breasts sweats outside of her vest
thats nasty talk

nick moody feeling the blue's of not touching any women
until when? sometimes after i forgot about the lust of 1 night lovers
cant i just grab a flower and pick the petals until i stand still
in shock that i took the last one which permits me to atleast lick
but no i have no reason to lust woman after her encouraging statement
but im fiending

Nick Moody & His Mind At 8:58am

so if i start the 26th
15 more days of being sick and twisted
or not hiding it for the general population
have my own cubicle like i was in the office
didnt see a Dwight or Jim but saw a cute red head reminding me of Pam
im not aiming for a boss like Michael
this job is serious far from a mental hospital
have to dress according to the business
which transcribes to suits and dress shoes
even when i was heading out of my interview
big eyes were obstructing my view
so during these 15 days of self-destruction
i activated a time bomb ready to explode at any second
the built up pressuring like the active volcano over mount Fuji
sadly im in RDP not japan chilling with Yakuza's
thinking of getting a Irezumi
with the shape of a dragon surrounded by 1000 virgins
hum my lack of sex
thanks to my friends deepness
inspired me on finding happiness before fornicating

but the built up of sexual pressure is too much
i want to scream in pleasure
have my body feel leisure and laughter
wait discard my last statements
it shouldnt even had existed
im just fiending for a woman at this very moment
and the orgasmic physiology of her breasts pressing on my chest
here i go again daydreaming about fucking
oh how i wish i could kiss a girl this evening

Nick Moody & His Mind At 9:54pm

so i have to be at this interview at 11 am
knowing me ill probably arrive before the sun rises
the imminent excitement that embodies my mental
got me thinking positive for more then little moments
if i get this job
nick moody will change once again
the beginning of a new life
the old life turned benign

redesign my wardrobe
take off all of her clothes
pop so many bottles
smoke soo much dro
save for tommorow
GO IN THE STUDIO
im not greedy but my rainbow colored money
has me thinking skittles arent real candy