Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:21pm

in between the fornication and socializing

the distress call sent out by my friend
because of her bad judgment
your one of the smartest girl i know
and you were so high in the sky
your dream of flying over the plains
you wanted to play a unfamiliar game
i would of stopped you if you called my name
but i had to find out the hard way
you did something that the system cant forgive
no matter the ammout of tears you shed on my lap
i cant help you more then attack the government
you giggled and told me shut up stupid
as we drove the long boulevard
i told you i wont let you go far
the world is starting to go dark
as im a nobody who's alone
i wont let you face this mess on your own
will dive into the realm of the unknown
together

Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:07 am

i rarely sleep before my mind dwells in the indepth of my existence
sometimes im watching my frights come to life and caressing me all night
the entities in my body implanted a dream last night that made me cry
my psyche sent me message via a flight of fantasy that landed exactly in my spirit
left me numb and thinking , couldnt of been calculated in seconds
without further interruptions the cinematic hallucinations of a living demon

i was walking in a school yard
all the kids were jumping and screaming in excitement
i was wondering  if i dreamt of the right place
then i see some friends telling me to come to the apartment to smoke and dissipate your problem
so i go with them but as im walking i came across a circle of individuals
one of them was a woman with a cold stare
my friends went and talked to the group of acquaintance and i glared at her
her , long black hair silhouette of an assassin who's having some leisure time
beautiful lips , everything that makes me tick , a trick that my mind implanted
so as im magnetically envisioning me and her on a bed of flowers
my friend asked her if she would like to join us for some afternoon bud
she agreed and walked in front like a stallion
walking toward a red horizon
so we get to the apartment
my homeys are playing Halo 3 while rolling 2 blunts simultaneously
shes with them breaking down the treez
im in the kitchen thinking shes my only woman
forget every females i dated , every love that could of gone far
i wanted to die in her arms i wanted to spend my days
explaining why she satisfied me in every ways
so they call me in the living room ready to light that boom
the environment smelled of weed and cold fresh air
while she was watching television but her mind was in the air
my friends understood that i had to tell her my statement
so they went there separate ways acting like they were planning something
we were all alone
me and her
the line between reality and fiction never became so painful
we kissed without a word
but that kiss ... i still feel it
my lips were trembling
i felt ... good ... at peace ... at ease
my beast had its eye closed to the whole overdose of this adulation
then the room started dissipating

i saw her vanishing
remembering that this was all a moment

Nick Moody & His Mind At 8:43pm

why after all those months you came back
came on my lap while your boyfriend calling
but your phone's in the front next to the box of condoms
i didnt really understand your whole reason for montrealnication
im always here to please the ladies but you were more conservative
i liked being your friend everyday even on the weekends
lets examine what happened

after talking for 15 minutes on Msn
you told me to call you as soon as possible
i did it with no ulterior intentions
talked for a couple of seconds
until you decided to visit me for no reason
just to socialize while getting red eyes
started to let our body glide to the same side
but im a good guy when the time is right
i love to take care of those i consider being close
so i had to ask like a dumbass
what the fuck was going on with your boyfriend?
you laughed and was surprised that i spoke of such a lie
you know me so well its terrifying leaving someone like you in these streets
but your a badass chick with a sense of coordination that rivals professional drivers
so how couldn't i let you ride my lever
i painfully realized that when i get between some girls thighs
i completely change the situation which we started with
im defective when it comes to romance so
i apologize in advance

Nick Moody & His Mind At 11:03 Am

i miss working
it was fun from morning to fucking the secretary in the evening
nah thats a lie never found a receptionists who's feening for licks
but back to the main playlists
which consists of Thursday pays and weekdays dazed in haze
then the weekends which never finishes unless i get stressed
about working on a sunday morning
or the best feeling of finishing the day with a joint venture with a co -worker
talking shit about the boss then get lost in friendly conversations at the bus station
i better call a work place quick summer is blooming and women are fluctuating
waiting patiently for me to wine and dine then sex and pancakes after our personal earthquakes
wow im trembling just overthinking my next social involvement in my environment
i have a number that my spiritual brother sent me
a calling center in the middle of the city
thats my shit !

Nicro & His Mind At 8:30pm

i just learned the word emotophobia
the fear of negative emotions
how can i fear negativity's core
the orgasms of fucking and watching downpours
make my eyes cloudy like flying out of this galaxy
the purest form of evil without revealing my equals
but brings me back to one of my first posts
where i explained that me being a emo wasnt a joke
as serious as snorting a line of coke off a drunk girls ass
cant sniff anything less then her aroma before sex
until it lasts until my body slowly dies between her thighs
yes im perverted to the level of public nakedness not talking of purity
im out for ass and tities on the beach in 30 degree heat
being so obscene infront of everyones scream
is how obsolete im living wishing it was a dream
so profound reasons why i bury myself in sounds