Nick Moody & His Mind At 00:44 Am

my stomach hurts so bad
too much weed and munchies
seriously i feel like an alien
barely breathing but something's growing
like maybe im pregnant
with non human infants
or maybe im still high
having a psychotic episode while i fly

Nicky Tramp & His Mind At 1:18 pm

i was explaining to my brother
that the whole physiology of love is over
i cant do it anymore
my feelings arent perceiving anything
im literally staring at abysses
internally useless
and recently sexless
all because my psyche's a mess
filled with regrets and joint ashes
i really want a girlfriend but i cant
im scared of loving again