even if i pretend to take leisure time out of my mind
thats a lie to myself and to my life
im still over-thinking overdoing the drugs in my pockets
still having loveless sex
now with a woman who's twice my age minus a couple days
dont worry she's not the cure to my pain
but the placebo effect keeps me erect
intercourse is okay after she takes me out for pancakes
but nonetheless when im not engaging in sexual congress
i start missing my ex
and the love that i lost because of lust and fuck ups
my friends keep telling me to get over her
she's gone and she's probably having sex with another nigger
but i cant she was flawless to my fetishes
