Nick Moody & His Heart At 10:18 am

the irrational thoughts of separation
again crosses my mind
its so absurd im giggling while writing
but with a little logic the end is diagnosed
the burning feeling in my heart is extinguishing
my flame and infernal internal feeling
my addiction yet my cure
the woman i would crawl on the fucking floor
i miss your sincere smile in my regards
your all i desire
your lips bring me warmth
I LOVE YOU FOREVER 

Nick Moody & His Mind At 3:22pm

im sorry im a little late
my day and night cycle had to been regulated
i gathered enough chakra to survive without sleeping
zombie DNA got spliced into my cells like Cell back in the days
so in everyway im ready to face your faces with smile and embrace
except when her anger turns her little visage upside down
told me i had the face of a liar - that i turned her off
using my weakness and my sayings in negative meanings
her trust for me depleted reached a friendship level that im hating
but my love for her is made tough
and your melancholy has some tendency`s of turning me on
im sorry im just acting like a needy baby again
but for the sake of this personal conversation
we`re suppose to go out tommorow evening
and your choosing everything
your taking me out - less then a date
im anxious to see what you got in store for me
but if its alot of socializing and name calling
then im ready for next morning