Nicro & His Head At 1:37pm

ive got my hash pipe
sorry ive got my weed and im high
life is looking pretty grim
but my smiles are pretty slim
revolution needs to happend quick
the world is boring
interesting? is a dead feeling
i want to verbally annihalate a microphone
but i dont plan on auto-tuning myself
so my cd's wont even make it to a shelf
i dont give a fuck im my own chef
ill cook my rhymes too perfection
add a little lesson just for seasonings
have a bunch of hippies follow me like Manson
i just told my couzin we are anomallys
we were born in the wrong century
so lets make some beat to unleash our inner beasts
RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRR LOL

Nicro & His Head At 11:08pm

its going to take some time
for me to stop overthinking about my life
did i stop loving
did i really stopped caring

i feel like your feelings dont matter anymore
i spent my day with another lady
all i felt was emptyness
listening to her talk was a mess
she kept touching my chest
while i was trying to exhale my stress
why do my rhymes involes alot of S's
im not even trying to mention sex

anyway i have to leave this pc
i wish i could write more
maybe if i open my emotional door
and let love enter
here we go again
stop being a dreamer!

Nicro & His Head At 11:23

my life is filled with empty holes
i dont love anymore its a chore
i rather stay alone for a century
love for me is as fictional as love is
i tried so many times to understand it
but at the end my heart got broken
to many times to try to put it back
the cracks let my blood drip
nobody can compensate that feeling
i wish to find someone to understand my yearning
but everytime i give love a try i die a little inside
why cant i just accept the fact
that losers lose
and i lost you
and im still losing you
so how can this pain go away
why cant i just obliterate my loneliness
and replace it with a smile
that was a joke
my destiny is to die as sad and broken
what a feeling ...

Nicro & His Head At 12:54pm (SLAM poem)

i am an individual
i share thoughts , dreams , screams and ideals
i ponder on how the world lost its wonder
i remember being younger
when life meant no danger
when missing cartoons was my only concern
being burned healed faster with a kiss from mommy
my friends were limitless
my stress didnt cause any distress
how my meals were always ready to eat
but now that i am older and alot wiser
i miss being a teenager
im having fun being an adult but that will never compare
to the despair that i feel every morning
my tears mourn my cry's
i do not wish to die but to survive
to understand why the world turned so cold
why earth is struggling to breathe
why the media doesnt want us to believe
that we can control our futur our destiny
we are pawns of corporate thugs
we want love but scared to give out hug's
we are flawed and imperfect
i strive to make you comprehend
that a dark circle is what i rest in
look in my eyes
no question...
but i will not give up
i want you to be happy in your life
if your a man marry your futur wife
if your a women lock down your husband
if you are homosexuals achieve your goals
and spread the word that love & happiness isnt a myth
it is controlled by greedy man that want you to suffer
until your 6 feet and under
i dont want to see our Earth broken
the population reduced to savages
and a few who got rich of our misery
i want to stop that by any means necessary
and i hope you understand me
my name is nicki and this was a short story
from a lonely emo kid from the city

Nicro & His Head At 1:49pm (100th poem)

my 100th post is a dedication to my life's ghosts
i have a special friend who i love till the end
i never mentioned her
or saw her
but everytime i feel sad and blue
shes here for me and you
because without her i wouldnt be complete
she his an angel so sweet
her heart is pure and will not be obsolete
i will protect her and hold her hands
she has a special friend even if i dont deserve her
i feel inferior with the compassion she gives me
i feel like im not woorthy of her patience and understanding
but on the contrary she feels the same about me
isnt that weird thats why we both fit in being feared
by normal people who counts there tears
but we both cried and suffered for ever
but since we found each other
she helped me and i helped her
if i lose her then im complety annihilated
other hands wont save my face
all i need is her warm embrace
because she is the only person that knows my sad poem

Nicro & His Head At 1:52pm

summer is back thats so wavey
im sweating but my pool is next to me
i feel horny just by saying jump in
all im aiming for is her on my floor
not in my house down under
do it like submarines while high on reefer
can you breath underwater ? Namorita should of been my lover
but you can probably hold your breath longer then i can
im having spasms just by locking our hands
how can i not feel such glorious emotions
i feel the jet waves just rushing our backs
diving board style
i have a wet fetish for a beach and sand
so imagine you in sandals with a tan
i know its common but for me its an omen
of having a flawless wifey with the mind of a scientist
but thats in my close futur if i dont fuck up my present
but my past didnt help me pass every love class
sometimes i got a breakthrough but it broke like glass
then i stepped on it just for kicks
made my blood mix with my tears
pain is pleasure
but not having a significant other is on a whole other level
i cant believe how i switched from happy horny to sad and lonely
its ok im just venting my brain a little

Nicro & His Head At 10:40pm

in my dreams im dying all the time
you broke my heart like a porcelain vase
even if you try to glue the pieces
its already too late
i love you like you cant imagine
but you make me suffer like the meaning of pain
you cut me in 6 places
i would like you to stay
but whats the point ?
you already proved me you dont want me
so why should i fight for what is right
im fighting a losing battle
people tell me to just give up and let you go
but im trying and its too hard
we went so far and now nothing matters
love,lust,sex,kisses,hugs,fights, its all over
all i want is to forget you completely
start at 0 not even know who you are
but that will never work i sacrificed too much
i lost my soul
the loving sence that embodied my existence
you turned me into a cold individual
all i want is to be hugged
but you just shitted on my love

Nicro & His Head At 4:00 am

since i lost you
i try to make you not invade my mind
its like space invaders
compare it to whatever its painfull
you were awful
i mean in the sence that you left me without confidence
and decided it to pull out the LIFE board game
i thought me and you were gonna have pink & baby blue
but you messed it up like removing the wheel on purpose
now intamacy makes me more lonely
i need it cant stop wont stop
but i feel mental cockblocks
my mindset isnt really focused on sex
more on filling that whole i call my heart
with some red blood
mixed with Love potion
you know like the one in Futurama
i would take it just to have my heart beating again
i have to fill it first just so it drips a little bit
then close it and there it is
i live again
but now im more like a nobody
in the general term
and a hooded black guy with tears made of flames
kingdom heart ... thats one of my favorite games

Nicro & His Head At 1:35pm

i need tobacco
how can i roll my dro without it
but thats the shit , i hate it
cant smoke it my lungs dont respond
i saw some pretty disturbing things
but lighting a cigg is really disgusting
someting that will never get me hooked
cuz i choke when ever nicotine gets in my system
its one of the worst feelings for me to feel
i remember being a lot younger
i was probably in my tween years
took a hit of it then fell green like hulk
then i smashed it to the floor
and vow to never touch that orange whore
im mary jane's lover for ever
thats not a question not even an affirmation
more like a warning to any cancer stick user
keep that shit out of my line of order
but everytime i roll some weed
tobacco is a necessity
its for the taste and the high
and burns so good it makes me fly
but apart from that
cigarettes are wack

Nicro & His Head At 10:45pm

is it just me or is it hot outside
i have a diving board but no water slide
30 degrees is hell for me
which i love so add the treez
and its extacy
i actually slept outside because of all the heat
and i woke to darkness and sweatness
now im ready to destroy this night
pumped and prime for whatevers going on in this twilight
should i hit a bar , just go swim some more
or get drunk and fuck on the floor
i should probably do all four
my nights are wilder then a whore's
im a nocturnal animal
my eyes glow
my mind gets overtaken by fun and girls sun bathing
i wish this feeling never ends
but i know how my country works
now everything is hot and sweaty
but in a couple of weeks the heat will dissipate
and coldness will probably make me write
on how i wished summer would of stayed with me
but im in Montreal city
thats just ludachris...

Nicro & His Head At 1:54pm

i decided to change my rhyming platform
if i want to move forward i have to reform
i really want to make music for people to understand
tomorrow going to this club where they Slam
i hope i dont suck at it
confidence is the key to being great in this century
but with all this negativity how can you expect to reach eternity
im just nicki im lonely and wishing for a better history
but i have my family and my sanity to help me
which isnt much to stay since they departed there ways
but i know my cousins will always hold me down
its not a question its an fucking affirmation
i doubt the older heads but not the one who got fed
were 5 but now were only 2 vibing to this atrocity of our living
forget crying im trying to survive in Montreal
the city that inspires you to be individually adequate
but some people just want to verbally express there pain like earthquakes
i am one of those i chose to be socially awkward while being constantly moving forward
im a black emo how weird can you classify me ?
i was born in Riviere-Des-Prairies smoke weed and love playing with girls clitoris
im a loser a lover and a loner a guy that wants to make you smile like a dentists
my girlfriend just broke up with me cried like a baby
i dont know if i passed my school year another atrocity
but i keep my self up with knowing that im still living
i have people that will support me into this dying world we live in
yes im pessimistic but im just sick of working a 10 to 6
im not lazy just let me be me
im nico,nick nicki to everybody that knows me
i dont mean harm im here to charm and make you feel warm
so why dont u open yourself up to me
i wont hurt you im here to heal your pain

Nicro & His Head At 1:36am

my couzin did his first song
its so inspiring it makes my writing look like misogynistic rhyming
i admire him alot
i dont see him alot but when we see each other its like the moon is history
were family
were part of the same family tree i
f i succeed he does
and vice versa its all about honoring your brethren
and were not going to make it to heaven
so we try to stay alive in this world fucked like a bee hive
we suffered now were going to conquer
call me optimistic but hes a mystic
maybe not the avatar but Anng would be proud
he prowls the street for inspiration
i reach inside myself for self explanation
2 cousins living the life of being esoteric
we take normalism as a atrocity
born in different time periods but have the mind of lords
ghenkis khan would be proud of our stand in front of thousands
being individualist is being on FBIs hit list
we cant speak our freemind
because the goverment wants us to conform
but listen to whoever is reading
my cousin is an anomaly
and were born in the same family
so how can he and me accept this fucked up society ?

Nicro & His Head At 4:23 am

im drunk
reporting in front of my pc bumping charles hamilton songs
today too many things happended for no reason
i know girls my girlfriend is over
but damn can you let a nigga take his breath back
i was verbally attacked by females wanting to jump on my back
but also sweet ladies that understood that getting stood up wasnt cool
to my last girl you lost your baby im done im moving forward
i cant stay pissy crying about your loving i need to be outgoing
see whats in my horizon if the sunsets sets better over her shoulder
cuz your left me cold and alone i cant stay in your depressed home
i wished we could work it out i still want you in my zone
but your put a strain in my dome
you made me cry i wont lie it hurt like hell now tears have fell
they have dried up and im ready to go cry for another women
but she gives me pleasure you took me like a leisure
well its over i dont really want you to be ok
you made me suffer why dont u suffer too
try to feel what i feel i lusted your body
now i lust every other women in my proximity
sorry baby
and fuck you
because i cared, cherished, and loved you

Nicro & His Head At 4:40pm

its soo hot outside
dont need to start running around
fuck a frown time throw a PARTY clown
why are you saying im too late with my pool
you fool
global warming put us back till august
there was only rain for a whole month
that was just dumb hope next summer is fun
but now everything is hot and wow
the ladies still want to fight kiss and flirt
all i want is to discuss current events
with fly chicks good beats and great weed
always sweating reject your frontings
party till the next evening
wave surfing and jet skying ok now im tripping
wish i wasnt lying but i aint rich not living a million dollar mansion
cuz if i was how could a party stop ?
with a big ass sigh reading no cockblocking
cuz niggas acting too much like stop sighs
like this weekend not going to name my friends
but some of these motherfuckers tried to stop the fornication
i understand your fiendin but dude go find your own drug
she likes Mary Jane so were heading to a threesome
that other girl likes pills so pop it and skip to another physical interactions
she likes salvia too then lets fly that dragon
but leave me alone im trying to get dome
and maybe take her home
but she lives 5 hours from here so lets keep it clear
i dont love i lust so im lusting for your luscious body on mine
thats all i was aiming for but niggas love knocking on doors
but you niggas is hating on the mackin im selfish i wont share her
i hear you yelling in the background
im on the floor cant reach the handle
and if i move too much ill miss my perfect angle

Nicro & His Head At 11:22pm

damn missed it by 10 minutes can you believe this shit
im really starting to feel my abstract vibe
kicked some freestyle over the dorms
nigga said that was out of my normal form
how can they say some incoherent shit like that
cuz my flowed showed them that cuz im not baggy
i cant flow like im crazy like joker made me
nahhhhh they dont even know who Charles is
so you know i lost my identity messing with my niggas
but thats only because there not in my vicinity
ill show them that i create waves flyer then vice city
no tommy or sonny lance lied so ken better back up the doe
my blood is green thanks the hidden leaf villages i lived in
RDP being the most potent THC is intravenous at birth
thats why if you dont see me in the hood just know its all good
still smoking the same green i smoked the first time a cheap ass dime
but shit that was fine got me high for the first time
remember it vividly imagine nicki in a room with a smile like laughing toxin
i was in love since that time my women in a light green dress not here to impress
calm your mind nah more like caress your thoughts
if you tripping while smoking herb you just dont deserve
dont hate on mary and try to burn her
all she was trying to do is make your creativity blossom
make you fly higher then a bubble not bursting
or like a bee sniffing buttercups for luck
but you hold too much stress so just digest your pride
maybe cigarettes are a reason for ganja displeasure
well if you think your living in your orange pasture thats your nature
but im from the hidden village in the leaves so please dont fuck with my treez

Nicro & His Head At 10:45pm

i wonder why i dont X your ass to another dimension
i mean i perfected time traveling
only problem i cant go back to that faithful evening
but dont want to go to the future in fear of tripping
looking for my future wifey 2 kids and a doggy named lucky
so whats the point of superpowers if your scared of your lover
not physically but whats going to happen if you speed up time eventually
and theres also the fact that i chose that chick over that chick
but that chick that was my chick was the number one for my dick
but that other chick showed me tricks that made my dick flip`
not a backflip but kamasutra and goldschlager made us tripped
did i choose wrong
nice girl instead of female full of fun ?
what a shame
no its not i have go back in time machine
ahh dreaming for sexual healing
if only i wasn't so lonely

Nicro & His Head At 2:27pm (LOVE/HATE Deal Canceled)

how can i still say you blow my mind baby
im sooooooo in love ?
wow you actually took a break from me
you actually shitted on my sanity and treated me like a baby
now i stay in my room pissy crying about your loving
how i want it back every evenings more if its raining
but NOOO u told me you didnt want to talk to me anymore
you compared ourselves with a wife with kids going to her sisters
while im at home drinking and contemplating murder
but thats not our nature we were freaky lovers
i even asked you what about sex can i still feel your breasts?
massage your lips with my tongue and do the same with your clit?
were you tired of my sexual addiction to your physical manifestation
you told me yes but not my sex just life in general
your depressed and need some time to find yourself
while i stay at home like the only toy left on the shelf
cuz you dont want it so it stays collecting dust and then broken by trust
sorry to compare myself to a toy but thats the current story
i miss you baby not talking to you is an atrocity
not feeling your body on mine blows me out of my mind
not the positive kind that i wrote in the beginning
more like whining and feelings of emptiness
by the girl that made me sprung even if she didnt understand why
you felt always too normal but to mee OMG FUCKING BITCH U ARE IMMORTAL!!!!
I NEED YOU NOW I NEED YOU FAST STOP PUTTING ME ASIDE FUCK WHY CANT WE WORK IT OUT SHIT WHY DO I HAVE TO CRY WHY DO I HAVE TO LIE WHY CANT YOU JUST ERASE YOUR GOODBYE THAT WASNT A GOOD BYE MORE LIKE A "FUCK YOU GUY ILL SEE YOU WHEN I FEEL YOU AGAIN" FUCK YOU AND YOUR INTERNAL FEELINGS THINK ABOUT ME FOR A SECOND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE ALL THIS YELLING BETTER NOT MAKE ME REPEAT MY SENTENCES BUT SHIT CALM DOWN!!!
back on the ground sorry if i flew up to make her hear me loud and clear
im going to send you the link to this post in a second
and you better understand that what your doing to me is worst then.....
nothing i can imagine

Nicro & His Head At 1:42pm (LOVE/HATE Deal/Day 1)

i hate giving myself to you
all you do is give me more pain
i hate that fuck that i hate your guts right now
all i have for you is resentment
your telling me to come chek you out monday
your really something troublesome
life was soo easy only giving hard dick and bubblegum
now my mouth is dry for all the talkshit i had to endure
your cold, heartless and insecure
which affects our near death relationship
how the fuck cant you understand that i dont want your clit
all i want is for you to tell my i love you and i reply me to
i promised you 1 month of forgiveness
and your skipping our first dates
damn girl i didnt know you were that freezing
well anyway thats ok take your time ill see you monday
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