Nicro &His Head at 1:10 pm (Day 8)

im coming in hard on this one
im submerge in madness
like tsunami's in the rain season
my skin was cut like a fish stick
like the shark skin ending with no fins
but its ok no healing factor but recovering faster
its new years i should be doing constructive
but im working til morning
blasting when i land in the kitchen
like im flying to my home island
back to reality with force from mace windu's lightning
i have a couple of hours to thing back about the past
but i dont really ... give a fuck so lets move on
i declare two-thousand-nice a new virgin
im ready for her year long celebration
going to buy 356 condoms in the seduction departement
fucking 2009 whats going to happend?
WELL
if you kill the savior
the world will become a terror
mostly america but who's in the media?
so whoever is thinking of killing him
fall back that wouldnt be wise
these are threats from the futur
the slaughtering that will occur...
thats fucking absurd
positive thinking is the medecin
going back to school
still the best motivation
this is a dedication
to mary jane and cheating girlfriends
its a farsight
i see the futur on the horizon
so fast im already in 20.10

Nicro & His Head at 3:47 pm (Day 7)

i love being late
life is too fast
cant i take a break
several brakes actually
like at christmas i took a break of hate
not hating because i didnt get no presents
not hating because i was absent not present
but hating because i stopped caring
for most of the people in my life thats daring
but i still love them tho but it wont show
its a love hate relationship like snow
i hate snow but i still have fun with it
thats why i move like a ninja on ice
but back to the subject at hand
*oh by da way i cut my hand but thats another story*
yeah christmas i went to see the family
no love
just angry eyes and a tearful goodbye
but they dont understand and im not the one to explain
im a louzy teacher when it comes to compassion
unless your a bum and its freezing il give you a quarter
or whatever
but christmas would of been dead if i wasnt with my best friends
meaning my couzins , mary jane and booze
that made me grin like Ivan ooze
thank god we were together for this joyful cipher
made me happy to have a close family
but my older relatives dont really agree
im a loner if you hurt me you wont see nicki
its as simple as pouring adamantium on my bones
pain makes people stronger
when i finish this post i wont read it again
its a painful memory of a happy anniversary

Nicro & His Head At 5:03pm (Day 6)

going back to school
happier then pranksting an april fool
time for another abstract session
because i cannot function like the school wants
its pretty simple i hate rules and using rulers too
when i get into these hallways i get devilish
i think about corruption,hot girls and packing condoms
thats why because of my wild side i get on the staffs good side
always smilling and socializing but behind my head
i want to kick your ass you school feds
but you dont matter your all old and not appealing
thats why my eyes only focus on every ethnicity in my vicinity
i like tasting the rainbow because they come in bows,veils,berets
and sometimes tankini but hey thats on fridays when its hot and sweaty
hopefully my sessions starts in january
maybe ill see the teacher i wrote mad love letters
or the drug counselor that gave me her number but to stressed to call her
but my couzin told me she was gone since the start of the semester
damn i remember her like she was a fresh picked mary jane flower
because she did smoke weed occasionnaly thats what she wanted to do with nicki
but baby have you seen all those honeys
smoking weed like an addiction and cute as hell also
how can i say no to 2 puffs of dro ? 2009 come on
but after its time to go back to class
you already know im going to pass
im smart
maybe not academically because picking a pencil is boring
but in every other context i have a nice intellect
so ill probably graduate by mind blowing these simpletons
like last year in february promise my arab chick
that ill get 60 per cent and more by being a bore
not taking notes,doing homework and missing half the days
guess what i passed anyway
how did i do that dont ask me
thats like optimus prime telling you how he transfomrs
its out of your normal form

Nicro & His Head at 12:32pm (Day 5)

im not a gun man
but if i was or will be
then this is the history
wake up in da morning
light it up going outside looking up
sun is shining telling nigga its time 4 griding
lets do it sticks up,holds up and pistol whips with glocks
so i go back inside kiss my saturday bitch see you later miss alligator
see she wears taryn rose dustyn croc suede bronze
so you got the point
anyway
back outside jumping on the suzuki biplane
which i call kaneda's red bike
but gotta stay in reality life is dangerous
im stressed out nervous oh but weed came with focus
so heading to a unknown destination looking over the horizon
having sickening punished typed visions about wifey killed
but i was raises by scrooge mcduck i was raised on ducks and bucks
so i get a call saying to head to this direction
no problem i know the destination
pull out the berreta92sb looking mean with the GG Gucci
kick the door in
bad puerto rican cocaína reina
then this tied up mexican looking like umberto robina
and i was assigned to eliminate mister chico
pulled out the HTG Cycle 2 with suppressor rapido
yeah you didnt think i had another one negro
then did a prayer ala jules winffield
but kept looking at mami's tits distracted
the pressing of the clip
but after 5 seconds i fired
blood everywhere
getting paid in an hour
going back home
walk in the front door
gun is on board
then i see baby waiting for me
at her finest just begging for daddy

Nicro & His Head At 1:08am (Day 4)

im alone in my zone
dont let the other post fool you its only me
the lonely kid from the inner city
who's introverted
went to 2 different psychiatrist and he still persist
i think to much thats what she told me
why dont you relax do some constructive activities
lady,
im a black nympho who smokes dro and lay's low
my life isnt moving forward its on pause
give me the fucking remote so i can fast forward
to nicki in 10 years with wifey and his little baby
living a moderate life with no recession hopefully
life will be a little more easy
but thats my wishful thinking because i am tainted
by evil presences,inner self and love
i made a deal with a demon to release me from
my mental slavery in exchange for a scroll
with my soul i know thats cold
but he helped me nonetheless
gave me my first love session
that lasted a year
like a band recital it never stopped
addicted to her like Kurt was to his guitar
if i was a musician i would bust out the sitar
but as you know it was over 5 months ago
so my inner self felt solitude
only thing that can ensue some happyness
is the empty love i get from a empty casket
im talking about a women not a coffin
i know she doesnt love me or cares for me
but she usually calls nick in the evening
get together watch a movie talk about dirty laundry
and proceed to licking the clit to infinity
and then im gone
darn what a waste of a day
still contemplating my mental distability
still smoking like its the 60's
stil going to see this bad chick with full lips
and perky tits
my life is boring isnt it ?

Nicro & His Head at 1:40pm (Day 3)

my best friend/girlfriend
is turning into hell
i say hell alot damn what the hell
anyway shes turning into something thats not comforting
looking at this chick grow tits and ass was movie
not the best one but it still made me horny
*i just thought about halle*
but back to the subject at hand my friend is turning into a fiend
ok maybe i thought her to blow treez but now the weed is in her
not with her in her meaning we arent inhaling together
which makes thing even more weirder
i know you have a boyfriend and thats cool with me
you rememeber what u told that sucker about us living together
how uncomfortable for him but warmed my heart to infinity
snow,rain,sun and heat will keep us tight like knit
i dont think its going to finish unless you call it off
but since 5 years im your mental balance which turn you on
i know your mind more then any cerebro attempt from charles
i told you we would always be bound for ever

Nicro & His Head at 1:13 pm (Day 2)

where were you
why didnt you call me
did you forget the horny promise we made
to always be in motion like sexual aid
but when i saw you again i knew i was going to get laid
now its snowing like a frozen hell and your resting near my lap
which is good thing in our perspective but what about them
you know the ones that hate to have to wait there turn
and always blame me for there needs that are scattered
on your floor and your not picking them
i love it makes sex even more fire but dont burn me
heartbreaker,nobodie,material girl,pimpology
you live your life with that perspective will i be
the next player to be played by a depressive nympho ho
i actually have no answer for that question its pretty easy
while im looking at you with your sad eyes and desperate tears
i feel awful that im in this position because even if i was born
with the conscience that bitches aint shit
*bitches not women lets not get sensitive*
you have to fuck them and let them go
but you have my heart i cant leave now
im going to get it back sooner or later
its actually in front of my face next to your shower
let me get up grab my second goodluck put it in my pocket
then bounce out the backdoor but SHIT its frozen
oh well let me just fall back to sleep with this chick
that can kill this blogger with depressive behavior
and a sex game that defines pleasurable terror

Nicro & His Head at 1:05 pm (Day 1-Intr0)

30 days
from this day i vow to write for 30 days
because in 30 days my ban will be uplifted
my plans for school with be validated
my life reborn will be regenerated
all this in 30 days
30 days of mindless observations
30 days of meaningfull intrusions
30 days of emotional interactions
will all be written by my mind's sickening visions
will i wait my 30 days
or will the pressure crush me in every way
30 days...

Nicro & His Head at 2:19 pm

let me recalibrate my absence with the best sentence
*my best friend cheated on her man for better hands*
which in reality makes me damn well happy
cuz the guy she talked about was really into it
her boyfriend lasted 1 minutes and was out of it
not knowing the difference between love and fucking is disgusting
your girl aint a hooker treat her properly
she gave you money even if you couldnt exite the clit
so will you blame another guy to try is chance at a little romance?
im a romantic by heart my posts boost my kudos
so if i sweet talk your lady and eventually
something flirty will turn me into horny and finish pleased
then dont be mad at me if i try to satisfy your girls needs
oh and by the way im the one that gave her wet sheets yesterday

Nicro & His Head at 10:52am

snow
some people go crazy for it
for me its misery
when i was young and careless i could freeze my ass to death
but now that im older and a little bigger i would like to yell fuck winter
you always brought me pain and agony
never can leave me alone always coming back like a bad memory of a bad breakup
i hate colds, frost bite and runny noses i love heat,sunburns, and sweaty faces
but for 4 months counting im living in a igloo
night at 4 pm
snow plows at 4 am
no girls walking candidly in my vicinity
there all inside with hot coco watching some loco show
while im outside smoking purple haze that turned into a bluntsickle
trying to bring mary jane back to life but im waiting in vain
now after not being high and pissed off heading home in 10 minutes
shit usually it takes me 3 minutes but snow made my day real slow

(actual picture out of my bedroom window last year...yeah)

Nicro & His Mind at 2:44pm

normal girls hate me
as a young age i was attracted to abstract females
because normal is boring
the same pattern the same mindset always makes me upset
i love girls who think outside the box the weirder the better
makes me feel like life is better
every weird girl i see a giggle
like mr.burns with a excellent between his fingers
star struck when i see a chick with vans, curly hair and a sexy stare
every color is weird who would ever taught sepia would be official
thats why my mademoiselle inventory is as colorful as playmate toys ;)
im heading for the black girl with the mohawk,bracelets and iron maiden in her headset
if shes white then she better be bumping charles hamilton
but what im writing is alot of fiction
thats just my dream but weird girls are really uncommon
to much lil wayne,plies,t pain and all those fucktop names
makes me feel out of place out of your normal life pace
shit thats cool cuz i chill with weird girls that makes me drool

Nicro & His Head at 10:58pm

seaching
who searched for love and found hate
who hunted for perfect romance and it finished with a bad date
how many times did you vow to dispise love
but next day your back to your old way
why are u hunting this predator
loveosaurus will eat you alive
you will wish death while cursing it with your last breath
but what im writing doesnt make no sence
im the epitone of love in every context
well maybe im going a little too far with my statement
but my mind is that of a pure lover no cheating whatsoever
give you my heart so i can be a heartless
but dont turn me into a nobodie i will always be
the same loverboy or fuck buddy
maybe thats why ill be alone...for eternity ?

Nicro & His Head at 1:37 pm

im not emo
so stop mixing my words like a unfinished demo
my name hasnt been encouraged by cutting myself
im not going to commit sucide by hanging from my shelf
depressed? fuck off im emotionally complexed
im an entity who feels pain psychologically
fuck physicaly thats a fad homey
people that usually calls themself emo's
arent really nothing more then fake ass zero's
blaiming society for there inadequacy while really
there life is full of joy and no misery
dress like a dark cartoon character if they could
they would kill Smurfs without flinching
so emo people who copy shit they see on tv
fuck outta here your making me look silly
if you dont get the acronym of emo witch
stands for EMOtional then your in complete denial
your living in a living lie i wont recommend you die
but just dye your hair back to normal
get something more formal
get those cuts and bruises bandaged
and stop blaming life for your short changes
and let a real emotional person tell fables

Nicro & His Head At 1:05 pm

its been a long time blog
my mind didnt need to be logged in
i was slowly drifting into a unwelcome trance
i wonderered about all those circumstance
the negativity that fills me only made darth vader a kiddie
im so alone in my zone im not that strong but the will to rise will forever go on
i wont be brought down by you i will rise from my desperate attempt of sanity
so next time u see nicki contemplating or probably smoking
ask him if he resolved is difficult emotion patterns
and just wait for a plausible answer...